The incident.

Nick simply thinks I am just a coward for leaving that girl after she was hit. There was no way in hell that she could have possibly lived. So I figured it would be best to just leave the scene. She would have died straight on impact, just like that, lights out. When Nick pulled me aside afterwards he was so hostile. Calling me a coward and a fraud, old sport really had an attitude with me. I think he honestly wanted a go at me after that. In all honesty, what I did may not have been the perfect decision, but there was nothing I could do about her death. She had clearly gone mad, running out in the street like that. She ran out almost as if she was trying to speak to us. I told Nick this but he still didn't seem to budge his opinion after that. I don't want to give old sport the wrong image of me, I mean the guy has helped me out a lot since he started hanging around. Im honestly kinda' offended, after all the stuff I had done for him. I wish there was some way I could just snap my fingers and have the whole thing just go away. I may have a lot of money, but money can't buy stuff life that, or at least not yet.

Why I - Lost my temper

I could not take it anymore. Seeing the brute scum of a man being married to my love, Daisy. All of this built up tension, years in the making, it had to come out someway. I did not want it to be like it was, in front of Daisy, but looking back on it, there is no way I could have kept it in. If I did my head would surely pop right off. I simply did not believe Daisy when she said she once loved that man. She was using him, not loving him. How does a woman fall for a such a man like Tom? I should have told the old sport to jump off a bridge the second I met him, knowing what he did to me and Daisy. I cannot put Daisy at fault. She did what she had to do, but it drove me to pure insanity. Tom, that bastard, trying to expose me in front of Daisy. Who the hell does he think he is?  If I had to do it again, I might have punched the old sport so hard his skull would break in two. I was not or disappointed, the situation Tom put me in brought me pure rage. As I went to Daisy, I had to keep my composure and keep her on my side. If she knew the things I had done, she surely would not stay with me. Daisy is a woman with high standards. She deserves much more than the brute she is with. I felt as if I was a volcano, keeping its cool until just at the snap of the fingers, explodes.

What I was thinking - Seeing Daisy again

Stepping into that house to see the love of my life once again, Daisy Buchanan, felt like a dream. She was perfect, a living piece of art. This was my chance to win here back, and bring back what once was. I could not comprehend the fact that she was actually here, in fact, it drove me crazy. I was an utter mess and could barely control myself. Did I look good? Was I presentable? Am I good enough? All these questions rushed through my head the second I met eyes with daisy that day. The same spark ignited as the first day I laid my eyes on her. When I heard she was here, I had to compose myself. But where the hell could I compose myself? Funny you ask, I just went outside in the pouring rain. I may had been drenched from head to toe from the rain, but hell if I didn't I might have gone mad. As I knocked on the door, another million thoughts ran through my mind, but I had done enough running. I was not sure if things would be the same as they were, but I could only hope. I knew that I could win over Daisy. After I made acquaintance with Daisy again, I felt as if I was a stone statue. Frozen in time, not knowing what to do or say. Every move I did felt as if it was the wrong move. Nick helped me keep my composure, thank god for the old sport. Knowing she was a married woman made me sick to my stomach, almost to the point of wrenching right there on the spot, in front of Daisy. After realizing that Daisy would soon be mine, I broke out of my stone exoskeleton and was the Jay Gatsby she once knew.